hello old friend

Title in lowercase for effect

So I'm struggling with fatigue again. I was diagnosed with a thyroid defect after months of this last year, and medicated. It helped. I got better. I went to Europe for 3 weeks and did stuff the whole time, and was fine. Life was good.

Now I'm worse than I've ever been. Every time this hits me it's worse. I felt it coming. I tried to rest up and avoid it, but I couldn't. I got a fairly bad skin infection, which really set it off. It totally wiped me, and in some ways 2 weeks after my last symptoms of the infection subsided I'm still getting worse. Some days it's hard to sit up. I've missed so much uni. I haven't touched my flute in almsot 3 weeks.

My doctor said that if my latest batch of tests don't show anything I'll finally get referred to someone who could maybe diagnose me with CFS at some point. I don't know if that should be a good thing.

I want to write more but it's hard to type. Life sucks.

I hate you all.


e: This blog got Gishy banned btw