Britney Spears

Ok so things have been chugging along nicely with that girl, apart from the fact I haven't got her to commit to seeing me one-on-one for the last month. She's generally unresponsive, for example saying she'll check to see if I could come over today and never saying anything. So I kind of got a bit pissed off, and sent her a disgruntled message. I told her:

"I've been trying to get this happening for over a month and it's been like talking to a brick wall
If something's wrong then tell me
If you don't want to see me then tell me to fuck off"

Which was actually pretty good. She responded saying she isn't well today, and is just generally crappy half the time. She also appologised twice in 4 lines.

She struggles with her health. I know that. I was a dick to get paranoid about her not wanting to see me. I appologised. She appologised. We decided that I would keep pestering her about it, and she would do more to let me know what was going on, even if it was to tell me that she wasn't well enough to do stuff.

So this is where it gets interesting. I recounted this to one of my friends, who asked if I followed her Tumblr. I don't have Tumblr, so she showed me an interesting post from about 5 minutes after she saw my angry message.

"I think I just fucked shit up
Really really bad
Entirely by accident
Because I can’t talk properly
Fuck"

So I kind of decided to go balls to the wall and send her a message telling her that I'm still crazy about her, and asking if she still feels something for me and wants to go on a date some time. Over Facebook. Again. Oops.

Also fun fact, all 3 times one of us has told the other about our feelings it has been over Facebook.

So yeah basically blogging to stop myself from staring intently at the Facebook message notification icon for the next small eternity.