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My external harddrive

Posted 01-19-2014 at 09:55 PM by Wings of Fire


This is what being horribly ill and basically confined to your room for a year does to you.

On the bright side, my wrists have been in a state of near RSI for the last six months, so at least I didn't go back on WoW or anything.

I should be hearing back from my doctor about the latest camera inside the body job within the week. If they've not found anything wrong with my small intestine either, I dunno what I should or can do.

It's so frustrating. I've had something wrong with my gut since February, it's gotten progressively worse and they can't find anything wrong with me so I have no legal or medical leg to stand on in regards to why I can't work so I have to keep endlessly applying for jobs I'd not be able to do anyway.

I woke up at 7pm yesterday evening after a twelve hour sleep and I had made plans to see a friend I hadn't seen for years. It's so frustrating and I just always feel so powerless and out of control of my own life.

It feels like everyone I knew from school and university and even online is getting so far ahead of me too, and there's no way I'm going to be able to catch up when I finally get a bill of clean health.

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Wings of Fire's Avatar
Seriously you guys have no idea how much you'd crave spaghetti bolognase if you had to go for a solid year without it.

Did I mention all I eat nowdays is cereal and ham/chicken sandwiches? Even a few months ago I could do hot dogs and boiled eggs, but now my stomach just feels like death when there's anything hot and solid inside it.

I also need to drink coffee every day to keep myself regular and even then it kind of goes constipation-diarrhea-constipation-diarrhea

There are days it's better and days it's worse

I just don't even know
Posted 01-19-2014 at 09:58 PM by Wings of Fire

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What I'm saying is I really hate my life at the moment

But you know, I don't feel like I'm depressed? I can generally remain positive about everything and I've never once thought of hurting myself or trying to take my own life.

My mother's so scared I'm depressed that I'm seeing a councilor for emotional issues I don't have!
Posted 01-19-2014 at 09:59 PM by Wings of Fire

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Also my parents divorced over the Christmas holiday, both myself and my brother are still out of work and all it would take is one more push from IDS and his department of wank and pissants to push us into poverty so that's not helping
Posted 01-19-2014 at 10:00 PM by Wings of Fire

Wings of Fire's Avatar
Fuck 2013
Posted 01-19-2014 at 10:01 PM by Wings of Fire

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Posted 01-19-2014 at 10:19 PM by Slog Bait

Wings of Fire's Avatar
GAY

GAY THANKS FOR THE GAY GAY GAY

NOT EVEN DRUNK
Posted 01-19-2014 at 10:22 PM by Wings of Fire

MA's Avatar
jesus that's a lot of anime. i need my crucifix.

keep an eye on your wrists and wear the sleeves whenever you can. it's not something you want progressing.

Slog Bait stop being gay
Posted 01-19-2014 at 11:28 PM by MA

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-gays harder-
Posted 01-19-2014 at 11:36 PM by Slog Bait

Jordan's Avatar
That's awful man. Hopefully the camera thing will find something. I'm really surprised, even after your condition getting worse they still haven't found anything.
Posted 01-20-2014 at 12:30 AM by Jordan

Nate's Avatar
*hug*
Posted 01-20-2014 at 04:07 AM by Nate

Wil's Avatar
*hug*
Posted 01-20-2014 at 06:16 AM by Wil

STM's Avatar
*hug*

Why do the good always die get sick so young. =(

Also for some reason, with your old avatar back I immediately love you 150% more than I did already, SB. NEVER CHANGE IT AGAIN.
Posted 01-20-2014 at 07:04 AM by STM

Varrok's Avatar
Cool, you watch Great Teacher Onizuka. It was literally the first anime I've ever watched excluding the most worn out like pokemen etc
Posted 01-20-2014 at 08:06 AM by Varrok

Job McYossie's Avatar
That's a lot of stuff to go through, man. I hope that camera figures it out. On the bright side, we all love you?
Posted 01-20-2014 at 08:22 AM by Job McYossie

Phylum's Avatar
This makes me feel pretty good about my health this year. Hope everything sorts itself out :\

*hug*
Posted 01-20-2014 at 05:34 PM by Phylum

 

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