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Posted 11-15-2011 at 01:17 AM by StrangerEastwood
It used to be, when i would have my heart broken, the world would kind of just be sucked into a little black hole in my chest, And i would'nt sleep at all. Everytime i would cry, I would be so disgusted with myself. How I could keep shedding tears over people who I should hate, but cannot.

But this time, broken hearted once again, I can't cry. it's like the valve has been shut off. when I think of my ex's, I feel absolutely nothing, besides perhaps a faint pang of loss. I think it's finally happened, I've been broken, completely. I kind of like it. I don't feel like utterly useless shit, or at least not as much. But is that worth it, now that I tend to feel a blank slate? I don't know.

this blog is little more than an excuse to make myself recognise that I might have finally taken one hit too many. oh well, commence with the various comments that I am sure will spiral into randomness.
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Nate's Avatar
Why are you thinking about multiple ex's? Perhaps you don't feel anything because you're over them?
Posted 11-15-2011 at 01:45 AM by Nate

StrangerEastwood's Avatar
It's just that before this point, i still felt like shit whenever i even thought of any of them. but now, all at once, it's just all neutral.
Posted 11-15-2011 at 01:49 AM by StrangerEastwood

JennyGenesis's Avatar
Like Nate said, your over them,

I feel the same about my ex's
Posted 11-15-2011 at 05:36 AM by JennyGenesis

Wings of Fire's Avatar
Oh hey introspective melodrama

You grow out of it.
Posted 11-15-2011 at 08:27 AM by Wings of Fire

Wings of Fire's Avatar
Unless you don't, at which point you might want to consider psychological help.

I say this because I realize I've been a bit of a dick to people with problems lately.
Posted 11-15-2011 at 08:28 AM by Wings of Fire

StrangerEastwood's Avatar
Problems, we all have em. You must be a dick to everyone at some point or another, heh.
Posted 11-16-2011 at 01:55 AM by StrangerEastwood

Wings of Fire's Avatar
It's okay, when I break up with my boyfriend you can all be dicks to me and tell me to stop indulging in teenage melodrama.

Alternatively, I just won't tell any of you >: (
Posted 11-16-2011 at 02:37 AM by Wings of Fire

StrangerEastwood's Avatar
I could take potshots, see if I get lucky. Nah. lol
Posted 11-16-2011 at 02:46 AM by StrangerEastwood

MeechMunchie's Avatar
Well exactly. Going through something that everyone goes through at some point in their life makes it less worthy of comment, not more.
Posted 11-16-2011 at 08:47 AM by MeechMunchie

StrangerEastwood's Avatar
depends on the comment and whether it serves a purpose. Or, a positive purpose, rather.
Posted 11-16-2011 at 12:19 PM by StrangerEastwood

Crashpunk's Avatar
I had my heart broken a couple of months ago. (I think we all know that story)

It hurts...but I've found laughing helps. Watch something you find really funny and you'll feel so much better.
Posted 11-17-2011 at 01:53 AM by Crashpunk

 

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