I really liked the Retcon pills from the Torchwood spin-off. One pill and you forget everything you want. I want that now.
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I don't like where things are heading. They scare me. It probably doesn't help that I'm incredibly depressed and tired. But my fear and depression is probably what's keeping me up right now. And my lack of sleep is fueling the depression and fears.
What I'm scared of is people. Not specific people or anything like that. Just... People. In general.
I heard somewhere that medical science is advancing at a rate so fast, it's likely that someone already alive will be the first person to reach 1,000 years of age. I don't know if I want to be around for the next 10 years, let alone 1,000.
There's just so much shit that's becoming more and more acceptable, and I'm scared by the thought of having them become accepted. Even common. The fact that most of the people I know are really into them already is just... Crushing.
It's not so much that I dislike it. I mean, I do dislike it. But it's because I don't understand it at all. I read that this is what asexuality is like. Being surrounded by something you don't understand every day. I didn't get that before. Now I do, and I hate what I've done to asexuals I (used to) talk to.
It's changing me. If I was listening to myself saying this a year ago, I'd say I was being crotchety, and that I need to accept that times change. Maybe I am. Or maybe I just need new friends. I don't know. I'm just too tired and hungry to think about it right now.
And I don't want to think about it anyways.
I only quoted that because people are more likely to read something if it's in quotes.
