So soon I will be in Slovenia. Yes no joke soon I shall be there. For obvious reasons.
So why am I suddenly going? Well it all started last night. It was my friends 18th so a few of us went out with him to a few pubs. Much later in the night I had a bit of a breakdown in front of my friends.
I've been feeling a bit depressed for a while. Not just over my boyfriends departure but there have been other goings on in my life aswell and I revealed all to my friends. I had a good chat with some friends and thankfully they were willing to help me.
I phoned my boyfriend to tell him what was going on and that I needed somebody to talk to. I was going to stay at my friends house and she phoned my mum to tell her that I would be spending the night there.
I decided that I should go home, when I got in my mum was surprised as she thought I wouldn't be home tonight. Thats when I had a good talk with her to tell her whats been going on in my life.
My parents have now offered me the money to buy a passport and for the travel costs for me to go which is very generous of them. So I am totally excited and of course I have informed my boyfriend of this wonderful news. So all I need to do now is just get a passport which will take about 6 weeks.
I will have to provide my own money to spend there though. Since I still have not got a job yet despite applying for millions it seems like I will have to give up a few things to get some cash plus this means not going out at all just so I can keep as much money as possible.
Life sucks, getting a job is much easier said than done. Besides even if I was offered I don't think I'd get one simply because I would have to inform them that I would be away for like a month and the employer would probably not want me then. We will see how things go. But it will be a very long wait if I just have to do nowt just to save my money that I will get from college
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