So today my boyfriend has officially departed from Wales. He will be staying with some friends in London before boarding his plane to Slovenia on Saturday. Easily one of the worst days of my life..................
I arrived at his house yesterday and he was in all of a stress packing everything away. I helped him and we were rather tired by the end of it all.
We sat down to relax and watch Back To The Future. I was feeling extremly tired and I accidently fell asleep on him at the part where Marty wears and the radioactive suit and threatens his dad that if he doesn't date Loraine that he will melt his brain.
I woke up in complete confusion to find that the movie had gotten to the part where the Delorean gets struck by lightning to send it back in time.
I was looking around completely confused and I had a massive headache and I felt like I was goona hurl at any moment. All I had to drink was a can of Guinness but I did eat a shedload aswell.
So I moved the pillows and blanket so I could sleep, but since we were almost at the end of the movie I decided just to keep myself awake whilst my boyfriend watches the end. All we had left was to see that Doc Brown get gunned down the Libyans, see how martys family have changed and see the Doc collect Marty and Jennifer to take them to the future. So is it really that much to ask just to stay awake for that part?
Yes apparently. I opened the window for fresh air but I must have fallen asleep about 4 times before the movie finally finished because I was just that tired!
We slept and joy of joys the alarm went off at 830am. I was very very tried. So whilst my boyfriend went in the shower I fell asleep only for him to wake me up with his hairdryer later.
So after final preparations and having some lunch with a friend here we are with 2 suitcases on a bus on the way to the bus station. We made the msot of our last moments together with lots of hugs and kisses in his house but it felt difficult and horrible.
When stood in the bus station we hardly spoke a word. I just wasnt sure what to say and I assume he felt the same. When he coach was pulling in he said "Oh my coach is here" when he said that I looked to find a big white coach pulling in and I had a strange feeling cross my heart. I told him about this feeling and he said he had the same.
As his coach reversed away I waved to him and he waved back as I struggled to hold in my tears. When the bus left the bus station I went to the pub and had a nice pint of Old Speckled Hen and had a friendly chat with some folks there forgetting my pain.
People keep telling me the time will fly by. Right now it feels like its going so slow. I just cannot find a job at all and I just feel so down
I just know for sure that when I see him again in September it will be the best day of my life.
He later revealed in a text message that he struggled to hold in his tears aswell.
Life is just so damn hard..................
