God damnit.
So one of my good friends about 10-15 minutes ago left me a suicide note, said he is ready, and logged off of MSN. I know he has had trouble with it in the past but I talked him through some of the times. He just logged off though, I didnt have a chance to respond. I called his phone several times, they went to voice message. I didn't know what to do, I know if I reported it his life could be hell, but I couldn't let him do it. I called 911, told them everything I knew, it was the most stressful talk of my entire life. Literally seconds after the phone call he messages me saying he doesn't have the materials, the police are already on their way. So now what? I don't know if I fucked up or anything, God I hate this.