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You Were Right

Posted 01-31-2011 at 05:27 PM by OANST
Everyone was right about me. I'm not a good person. I'm not attractive. I'm not smart. And now my wife has left me, and taken my daughter with her. I am not well. All I can think of is how can I get my life back, but I can't. April doesn't love me anymore, and I was too stupid to see it.
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MeechMunchie's Avatar
Now there's some good news. I knew you'd set things right. Who knows, maybe a little space and a little time is all you both need.

You want happiness for April, you want happiness for Abbey, and you want happiness for yourself. No-one could ask any more or any less of you. That's the dream that shows you're an honest human being. You care enough to reclaim that dream. You're strong enough to see it through. And you're loving enough to remind your family why their husband and father is part of that dream.

You've given up an awful lot to keep the people you love happy. Having it taken away has been hell for you. But you'll get your life back, all the better for the deeper understanding of your wife's needs and what you need to be to your wife. If you were a mopey teenager I'd tell you to go for a walk and think about things. You're better than that. Much better. You know what you want, and what you need to do.

She loves you, your daughter loves you, and you love them. Remember that, every day. Stay positive.

Glad to hear things are looking up. We'll all be here in our respective timezones to support you.
Posted 02-03-2011 at 08:59 AM by MeechMunchie

OANST's Avatar
Today has been really hard. I'm at work, but I haven't been able to do anything. I just cried in my office all day. I start to feel better and calm down a bit when I talk to April, but a few hours later I start to think about how futile it all is. I just can't quite convince myself that she will still love me. I still can't sleep. I still can't eat. I just want to hear April's voice. I want to hear her tell me that she loves me, and that she believes that I'll make these changes in my life. It's so hard to hear her voice go cold when I go to a place in the conversation that she doesn't want to talk about when just this past Saturday I held her in my arms and told her how much I loved her. And I'm so tired. But I can't sleep.
Posted 02-03-2011 at 12:08 PM by OANST

MeechMunchie's Avatar
It'll come, in time. You're doing all you can. I know how it feels to be alienated and alone.

It'll be hard going, but you'll see it through. Now you can talk to her about it, the load will be less. Hopefully she'll do her part when she needs to.

Just keep trudging on, and remember you won't always be like this. Remember some day this will all be over, and you'll have found peace. As for now, you're doing great.
Posted 02-03-2011 at 12:24 PM by MeechMunchie

STM's Avatar
Shit man I am speechless. Things are getting pretty damn sad around here. Perhaps this won't last forever? I can't say anything because this goes beyond my knowledge of trivial secondary school dating and shit. All I can offer is that my thoughts and prayers are with you!
Posted 02-03-2011 at 01:26 PM by STM

OANST's Avatar
And now I'm feeling better. I was so worn out from four straight days of crying with almost no sleep that I almost forgot how much goodness and love there was between us. I can do this. I did my taxes today, and I'll be buying a car extremely soon. Once I have the car I am going to take her roller skating, to eat, and finally back to her house. I am going to read her the cheesy/completely sincere poem I wrote her, and she is going to remember why she loves me.
Posted 02-03-2011 at 02:12 PM by OANST

MeechMunchie's Avatar
Fuck yeah! You sweep her off her feet, Prince Charming. To the Husbandmobile!
Posted 02-03-2011 at 02:47 PM by MeechMunchie

Daxter King's Avatar
Happy to hear these recent events in this situation. Wishing you the best of luck in wooing her.
Posted 02-04-2011 at 12:48 AM by Daxter King

STM's Avatar
Guess whose back? Back again...OANST's back, back again! ¬_¬

Good to here your back on your feet.
Posted 02-04-2011 at 08:33 AM by STM

MA's Avatar
nice going.
Posted 02-05-2011 at 06:28 AM by MA

 

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