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how do i escape this...?

Posted 12-17-2010 at 12:50 PM by abe619
well as u all know, i broke with my first gf so far...and now i am back to loving that girl i used to love at school after i broke up with my so called "online gf", and this time i won't try to escape the fact that i love her by lying to myself telling myself that i love completely different girl who i never even met in real life...infact i won't even try to escape that fact but what i am trying to is escape this feeling of deadly depression because of the fact that she doesn't love me nor does she know that i love her and i can't tell her for some complicated reasons unless some stuff happen, i can't commit suicide, i can't do drugs and can't drink to escape this nightmare.

so guys this is serious, how do i escape from this self destructive depression?

please don't joke about it, this means alot to me.
because for that girl i am ready to sacrifice anything except my heart which beats for her and her alone.
her smile is such a hope giving one.

also, is hoping for her to love me one day a good thing or is it a foolish hope that is going nowhere?


Thanks in advance guys and merry christmas to ye all (also in advance).
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Mr. Bungle's Avatar
Posted 12-17-2010 at 01:12 PM by Mr. Bungle

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awww come on, be useful or don't talk at all.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 01:25 PM by abe619

Ridg3's Avatar
http://www.oddworldforums.net/showthread.php?t=19332

I believe this thread has everything you're looking for.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 01:56 PM by Ridg3

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well my situation is different, first here in egypt it's a little different, you can't go out with somebody unless they're already ur bf/gf, and i've never interacted that close to her but i just kept watching her, again and again and again.....and if what i see in her is true then she is exactly the one i've been looking for...as for her she barely even looks at me...not anything against me, it's because she doesn't have anything with me, there is simply nothing that makes her need/want to interact with me and she is kinda the nerdy type, so she always rejects guys but the last time some guy from my class try to go into a relationship with her was a long time ago so she might have changed a bit...also she is kinda the really sensitive type, i hope i can use that to my advantage.
and while she gets really high marks, i am not doing so well in school so that's problem.

but her smile, her voice, and her personality are perfect.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 02:19 PM by abe619

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Be a man and just go talk to her. It dosen't matter if she has no reason to interact with you. Just go up to her and say hi, try small talk.

Also, don't stare at her. It's very creepy.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 02:49 PM by mr.odd
Updated 12-17-2010 at 02:54 PM by mr.odd

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well she barely talks to anyone other than her friends which are a females, which means to her it might be a little strange that guy comes and says hi to her between her friends and leaves.

and about the staring thingie, don't worry, i never do that.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 02:55 PM by abe619
Updated 12-17-2010 at 03:01 PM by abe619

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Well staring at her won't help the situation. Where do actually see her the most? If you find approching her too uncomfortable for you, try finding your own reason to talk to her.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 02:58 PM by mr.odd

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well at the break, at school, which is always crowded at break time.
and i very rarely see her outside class if i have any reason to go out of there, like say taking a leak.
and i also rarely see her outside school...and that's it since she lives in an entirely different city.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:04 PM by abe619

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Well do you have any classes with her?
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:06 PM by mr.odd

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sadly nope.
used to 3 years ago.
we were in the same class.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:09 PM by abe619

Daxter King's Avatar
DO A FACE LIKE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR AND THEN


RAPE HER
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:15 PM by Daxter King

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Well do you know anyone in her group of friends? Or someone who knows that group of friends? If so, then you get them to introduce you. Also, have you evet talked to her once before?
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:16 PM by mr.odd

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luckily yeah, well i know one of her best and closest friends, well she isn't exactly what i would call a friend since me and her talk rarely but she is pretty nice and thinks i am too.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:20 PM by abe619

mr.odd's Avatar
Then get her to introduce you. If you must, befriend her friend first.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:24 PM by mr.odd

STM's Avatar
Show her your penis!

Nah I don't really know because I'm very shy in RL and passed up a lot of opportunities to go out with girls. I'm just here to annoy as always.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:24 PM by STM

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@ mr. odd: i'll try that.
@ Scrabtrapman: i'll try that, too X3.

and if anyone has any solutions/suggestions, say them.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:42 PM by abe619

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Don't commit suicide and don't fall back on alcohol or drugs.

Just wait a while. You'll get over it.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:43 PM by Nate

mr.odd's Avatar
That's probably the best you'll get on here. If it dosen't work out.
:
Just wait a while. You'll get over it.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 03:50 PM by mr.odd

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guess so.
Posted 12-17-2010 at 04:29 PM by abe619

Ridg3's Avatar
Your best bet is to actually become friends with her then say that you like her. If she doesn't reciprocate, you have your answer. If she does... sexy time.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 01:22 AM by Ridg3

STM's Avatar
And if I am correct in saying that you said you were in Egypt...do it on a pyramid!
Posted 12-18-2010 at 03:57 AM by STM

MA's Avatar
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but what i am trying to is escape this feeling of deadly depression because of the fact that she doesn't love me nor does she know that i love her and i can't tell her for some complicated reasons unless some stuff happen, i can't commit suicide, i can't do drugs and can't drink to escape this nightmare.
yeah. what a terrible fucking 'nightmare'. concentrate on school.

honestly, your stupidity astounds me.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 07:54 AM by MA

OANST's Avatar
Read Romeo and Juliet. That will make you feel better.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 07:55 AM by OANST

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:
http://www.oddworldforums.net/showthread.php?t=19332

I believe this thread has everything you're looking for.
Ah, classic.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 08:22 AM by MeechMunchie

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Like sucks pretty much.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 08:51 AM by ziggy

Jordan's Avatar
Agree with MA.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 08:57 AM by Jordan

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MA, everytime i try to concentrate as hard as i can on school, her image comes to my mind, which then makes me burst into tears.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 09:16 AM by abe619

OANST's Avatar
Masturbate more.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 09:26 AM by OANST

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Your best bet is to actually become friends with her then say that you like her. If she doesn't reciprocate, you have your answer. If she does... sexy time.
That's basicly what i told him to do.

Also, abe619. You can't let this situation consume your life. It's not worth it.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 11:19 AM by mr.odd
Updated 12-18-2010 at 11:22 AM by mr.odd

OANST's Avatar
I told him to masturbate more.
Posted 12-18-2010 at 11:44 AM by OANST

 
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