I wish I was comfortably numb.
Posted 02-06-2010 at 02:39 AM by Nemo
I know I look like a happy-go-lucky motherfucker to all you, but honestly, I'm depressed as hell.
I'm living waste. I have a self-destructive personality, I'm not attractive in any way, and I constantly fall in love with people who ruin my life in one way or another.
I never have a positive thought. I'm always either being sarcastic or an asshole. And because of this, I ruin all of my friendships.
I like sleeping. I'd rather sleep and have nightmares than work and have fun. I wonder if death is anything like sleeping. I'd like that.
And the worst part? I don't have the balls to kill myself.