I'm sorry I was such a cunt to FA. I've been repressing it and projecting, but the truth is since I've started transitioning I've never been happier.

It's true. I've been denying my identity for too long, but not I've finally admitted it to myself and I'm ready to open up.

I'm not exactly what you would refer to as "human". I don't have a human soul.
Inside, I'm actually a mealworm.

I know, it sounds ridiculous to me, but it's true. Plus, how do you think I feel? I'm a fucking mealworm, when most otherkin end up being wolves and dragons and other badass animals.

It's unfair, but it's who...

I'm gonna leave, probably not forever, but just until I figure out my shit.
I like this place but it isn't really the most uplifting place to be around when your head is fucked (as everybody here knows) - not saying that I don't contribute to the misery but a turd isn't going to start smelling better by being around other turds.

See you in a bit guys, love ya

6

fucking

hours



I trained myself to just push on even though it was making me tear my hair out, but no. I started at 11, and I stopped at 5. There was sweat dripping from my controller.

I still haven't beaten him.

So go here to see what I've been up to all night.

On an unrelated note, Dark Souls 3 is out and I don't have it because money and I just want to cri forever

I should sleep.

I know this. I don't really feel like changing it either, but it gets tiring. I lie in bed all day playing games or watching Sons of Anarchy, and drinking energy drinks, of my own volition, of course.
I'm not happy with who I am, and I'm not even sure I know who I am, but I know that if I'm not miserable them I'm not myself, or at least I feel that way. It's quite pathetic that my entire personality had become bitterness and depression. The worst part is I don't even care, I don't even care...

It's been out for a while, but I thought what better way to tease it than with none other than one of our own?
Go get it here for free. Art by Slog Bait, btw.

"Some of the Oddworld Forums members thinks that they are making always funny fart jokes."

He's done a review on me, I feel famous.
Hey kapteeni, please promote my Bandcamp and Facebook page to your two readers.


Please get a life, you lobotomized jizz-cock. (not that any of us have one)

Have to admit, it's pretty fucking funny, though.

[08:57:41] Nepsotic: Best dream ever
[08:58:12] Nepsotic: First I locked Joe out of my house
[08:59:00 | Edited 09:00:11] Nepsotic: Then I was at some house which was apparently mine and Jay was having a party
[09:01:29] Nepsotic: The place was a total mess right
[09:02:31] Nepsotic: Anyway then I was in my mums car and Emma was driving
[09:02:38] Nepsotic: Idk where mum was
[09:02:50] Nepsotic: She was driving like a nutcase right
[09:03:41] Nepsotic:...

I had a job for a year, then I had to quit because I was going to get sacked for "gross misconduct". It wasn't even that bad! Anyway, that was a good few months ago and seeing as I managed to get my beastly PC put together just before that I'm not too arsed. I might try going for a job in PC World or something.

I've been through one year of college and tried three courses in total. First I did games design, but I dropped that after about a month because it wasn't doing anything for...