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I fucking hate my dad.

Posted 02-26-2008 at 12:54 AM by Marvak

):< .
God, he seriously needs some kind of anger management routine or something.
Okay, so here's the scenario; let's say I, I dunno, forget to take out the rubbish and it gets too full. That wouldn't be a problem for me, I'd just be like 'Oh shiz, I better take that out' and then I'd take the bag out and tie it up (sometime I'd have to take some of the rubbish out so it'll fit, but what kind of worry is that?) and then I'd take it outside to the wheelie bin.
But if dad discovers it and it even looks like it's full, then he goes bat-shit insane (at me) and yells and creates a huge, unessessary ruckus. (We have to use a cardboard box as a bin nowadays after he utterly destroyed our good metal bin in one of his little fits of rage.)
It's a fucking bin. Who cares if it's full or not?!
And it's not just things like that. It's things like me forgetting to feed the animals (Horses x 2 & Dogs x 2) till one hour later. It's just one hour. It's not like their stomachs are developing ulcers from starvation. No need to punch a hole in the wall over it.
I dread is prescence. Every school day I take the crowded & filthy buses home just so I don't have to go home with him. I hate being in the same room as him. I sleep over at my friend's place on weekends as much as I can just to avoid being stuck in the house with him. Every time he speaks to me my first thought is "What the fuck did I do wrong now?"
What's probably the worst thing about it is, he gets angriest when he sees me crying. He can destory the whole house but I'm not allowed to convey the smallest recognisable form of emotion.

Bah. Only two more years before I can leave forever. I need to get a job to buy a house... or maybe I can park at one of my friend's places while I do after I leave school. All I know is, as soon, as fucking soon as I turn 18, boom. I'm leaving this Odd-damned hell hole for fucking GOOD.

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	I hate your dad already. Mine left when I was 7 so that was the end of THAT problem .
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 02:19 AM by Wings of Fire

	I suggest you move to Sydney when you're free. And rub horse shit in his face when you're saying goodbye. Alcar...
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 02:26 AM by Alcar

God... You're not alone. My dad is the same. Though he has improved now. But it's 18 years too late.

He was really violent and would get angry at the slightest. I remember one incident, where I was helping my mom bake some bread(was about 6 or 7)... And I went to my dad and happily told him I was helping my mom... But then I got some flour on the couch and he punched me in my stomach :-/ And it wasn't even a light punch. it was brutal. I pretty much spent my childhood being scared of him.
When I cried he'd yell at me to stop and threaten me with more violence if I didn't <.<

Sad but true. But glad your dad is directing his anger towards OBJECTS and not you.. Unless he does. And in that case. Don't be silent about it. I seriously wished I talked to someone when I was little. But I didn't wanna do anything that might split up the family. But.. it ended up being split anyway <.<... Found himself a danish slut.

Posted 02-26-2008 at 03:47 AM by T-nex

	i feel very sorry for both of you I will never, ever understand why parents do things like that to their own children
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 08:17 AM by Laser

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I feel sorry for you, I'm there for you...The next time he chucks a stupid stunt like that, call the police. Just do it. I did it when someone I knew was being drunk and aggressive while crying on the phone and they came over, don't be scared of doing it. The person didn't hit anyone but they just asked questions and stuff, like if it happened before...I dunno what the laws are for Australia, but please do it and do what you can to get out of this mess. I'm there for you 8;(.

Posted 02-26-2008 at 10:09 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet

Updated 02-27-2008 at 08:14 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet

	I hate fucking my dad.
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 10:35 AM by Hobo

	But you need the money!
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 10:39 AM by T-nex

	i feel for yeh, honestly. i dont wanna' spread all the shit i've been through on here, but report it, like Zozo said, because beleive me, anger problems actually spread to those they are constantly applied to, i should know, my real dad was a wanker, to put it shortly. and it will esculate, given time. do not let it.
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 03:49 PM by MA

Gee, and how often do you feed the Animals?
Because contrary to popular belief, ANIMALS NEED TFOOD AS REGULARLY AS WE DO. As for the bin, well, he's pissed at himself for breaking it, get a new bin, or steal one from a neighboor.

Try spending some time with him, you whiny assbag, avoiding him probably makes him feel segregated from you, and TYPICALLY most parents don't like feeling like their kids are avoiding them.

And FUCK that "He freaks out when I cry" shit, being an over sesnitive lump is probably what pisses him off, try doing moar than the minimum, 'Hmm, Well, I could IMMEDIATELY TIDY UP THE KITCHEN WHEN I GET HOME FROM SCHOOL SO AS TO SHOW HIM I COULD BE MOAR HELPFUL'

Nah, I'll whine at all my internet friends, they're understanding, even though they get a BIASED and WHINEY depiction of my father.

Posted 02-26-2008 at 05:45 PM by Mac Sirloin

	I fucking hate your dad too. Glad mine's not like that. I don't even have to take any garbage out. Ever. Ever.
	Posted 02-26-2008 at 07:40 PM by Rupture Farms

BLEH!

I f*cking hate your dad.

My grandad (the nasty one) used to be like that, but he's sorted himself out a bit now. I mean what the crapping heck? I've met parents (usually fathers) of my freinds that were like that, and the first thing I think is "What the fuck!? Why? I mean this is your child!"

I would do what Zozo said, if I were you. And if I was me, I would probably beat the crap out of my dad. (Don't do that, though.)

I'm grumpy

Posted 02-27-2008 at 01:22 AM by Oddball1000

	Even though his post was the only reported one in the blog. My prize for being right goes to Kastere.
	Posted 02-27-2008 at 08:16 AM by Hobo

@ Kastere: not helpful. I can agree she could feed the pets more often ( If my mummy didn't make food for me for a while I'd be sitting there going MAAAAM 8( ), but I don't agree with much of your argument.

Okay why should someone be violent and expect said person to want to go near them? I mean, isn't the whole idea of chucking a crazed fit to get your way or whatever to make people fear you? To make them think you'll be the next thing they smash or else? I don't blame her for avoiding him like the plague, he could easily hit her or worse someday.

...I don't blame her for crying. Everyone has to let it out sometime, it isn't whiny unless you deliberately cry for attention (I wonder how people find that physically possible o.O). Fear = crying sometimes, plus he is being a filthy hypocrite.

As for biased: he's violent and intimidating. He could shower Sparky with gifts for all I care but he's still a bad parent. Mine at least stopped yelling so much and cut down on moodyness (

Perhaps I should thank him sometime), I think I'm done.

Srry, your post just bothers me 8P. Plus I think it was posted in rants, I wouldn't expect optimism.

Aww darn, hobo made me fail 8(...Ah well, I liked his first post 8).

Posted 02-27-2008 at 08:25 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet

Updated 02-27-2008 at 08:29 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet

It's all contextual, some kids are self serving asslicks while some fathers (and mothers) make me feel like there needs to be a national exam for parenthood.

But if he has fits of rage and arrives at conclusions to his problems by blaming them on his daughter, without realizing he may be at fault and try to make up for it with you, then he has problems and should have the sense not to take them out on you because he has a responsibility towards you as your father.

Posted 02-27-2008 at 08:54 AM by Wings of Fire

	I intend to make no useful contribution to this blog. Thus i say: O RLY
	Posted 02-27-2008 at 09:08 AM by Hobo

	Well I've done my contribution 8P. This is how Joe feels. ...(Stalks)
	Posted 02-27-2008 at 09:18 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet Updated 02-27-2008 at 09:49 AM by Zozo the Zrilufet (Neeeeeds video code thingy of relevance)

	well, I'm part of the small minority of humanity who got good parents. they're awesome. if it's any consolation, I hate all your dads.
	Posted 02-27-2008 at 09:50 PM by Leto

	Wow, I didn't know that there were dads like THAT!
	Posted 02-28-2008 at 01:39 PM by LaraRaider

	i didnt know people actually bothered reported posts, and i didnt know you were still alive, LaraRaider!
	Posted 02-29-2008 at 03:09 AM by MA

	Every dad's the same... Mine takes my computer for weeks and I have no contact with you guys. Damn
	Posted 02-29-2008 at 02:19 PM by AlienMagi

Damn. This sounds exactly like my evil grandma. She once used a car belt on my mom for some unknown reason. I'm just really thankful that neither of my parents are like that. Well, mom used to be like that, but we got her some anti-bitch pills and she seems fine now.

But yeah, if he starts going off the hook, report the damned dude that you still dare to call a father. He either has some serious past issues, or he has some kind of mental disorder. Either way, he should end up in a white padded room and a straight jacket made of some kind of pointy object.

And don't hate my dad, super munch. He's probably the only one you should know who isn't corny. And doesn't do mean things. And happens to be the smart one.

Posted 02-29-2008 at 10:20 PM by scrab queen

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