The following tale includes online dating, drunk nerds, video games, and tacos. So take a seat and relax while I tell you how I spent my Saturday. This story has been pieced together by phone call and text logs, as well as others informing me of some of my actions.

ET 11:30 AM

Wake up, take a vigorous shower. I had been talking to a girl from an online dating website for a few weeks now, and was supposed to meet her up at Quakecon 2013. For the uninitiated, Quakecon...

So I'm all moved out and have been for about a month, and honestly things are going pretty swell. I got a new job in my new town that has better hours and higher pay than my old one, it also isn't retail, so that is awesome. I'm actually meeting and making new friends out here too, and there isn't a grownup to be found! Well there are some, but they pay me no mind. My room is a mess and I still need to get a handle on grocery shopping, living off weed, booze, bagel bites, and easy mac ain't all...

I'm about to tell you what's up with this dog! Ha!

So I'm moving out of my dad's house, is probably the big thing. I think I might've mentioned it previously as a planning thing, but it's happening in exactly two days. I'm excited and terrified at the same time, which is a wonderful feeling compared to the dull monotony that life had become the past two years. I really felt as if I was stuck in life, and it finally feels as if the gears are shifting again. Of course, looking back I...

Well, I was blazed as a neon cat when I made my last blog, which pretty much everyone guessed. I know I meant to actually write something in it, but that cat just took over.

Anyways, I'm not blazed right now, in fact I've stopped smoking, for now at least. I realized I was doing it to just pass the time and to some extent I was using it as a form of escapism from reality, which is never any good. I used to do that with video games, and that was never any good. I've stopped smoking before...

It's a new year and a new day.

This one is gonna be mine, I can feel it.

A guardian gone and laid to rest. A plague running rampant through worlds of Odd and Even alike, a mistress cloned and fertilized. A man made of meat, made tender by the on going destruction of his homeland. Alliances drawn and enemies made known. A skeleton remains and laughs, laughs at all who are left. The ones who surpassed and overcame the event, "The Great Poppening", they know the pain of the ones who passed. Through a message short, but not without meaning, the ground shook and the weak...

Does that mean I will leave? Probably not. I'll probably just bitch and moan about it on Xbox Live, just like Hazel Rah does.

Gonna get a haircut tomorrow, its at this new place that is really jank and decrepit looking, but should be cheap and I'm used to bad haircuts. It's also within walking distance.

for being who i am

im not up to your expectations

im sorry