Took care of the pregnancy issue yesterday. I got into an argument with a protester that came close to being a fist fight, but stopped just short. I think I wanted him to hit me, so I could beat the shit out of him, and feel better, but he backed down, and that was kind of disappointing. Anyway, it's over now.

So, it turns out that Stephanie is pregnant. IUD's are 99.99% effective. Apparently, we are the .01%. We won't be having the baby. Neither of us really wants more kids, and even if we did, we are not in a place in our relationship where that would be a good idea. She surprised me with the news a couple hours ago, and I'm still kind of shakey. The initial fear wore off after we talked, and decided to have the abortion, but now I just feel kind of numb. Anyway, killing my first baby soon. Someone...

Yeah. Totally. Very moody. Very depressed. Feeling put upon, and generally having the spirit drained out of me on a daily basis.

The Causes

Girlfriend

I love her. She's amazing, and beautiful, and holy shit, best sex I've ever had. She's also bi-polar, secretive, selfish as all fuck, and tends to make me feel really shitty about myself. I have tried to break up with her about four times now, and every time she convinces me to stay with her. She tells...

I don't know. I guess I don't really post so much these days. I read most of it, but don't really feel like posting. So, here. Have some pictures.



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Like it on Facebook, you bunch of cunts.

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First tattoo! Yay for me!

You guys got to follow my attempts to lose weight pretty closely. I'm sure most of you remember how out of shape I was before I started doing this. Anyway, I stopped trying to lose weight a few months ago, and started concentrating more on just gaining muscle. I'm nowhere near where I want to be yet, but I'm far enough along to feel comfortable doing this: Continue reading...

You know how you see weird blog titles, a lot of times sexual in nature, and you know that's not really what it's about it, so you click on it to see what kind of play on words was used? Yeah, this isn't one of those.

My girlfriend is nuts. Nuts in the best way possible, I love this girl to death, but she is fucking nuts.

Last night, a couple hours after having sex, we are laying in bed watching Dark Shadows, (She loves Dark Shadows. How amazing is that!) and she snuggles...

I wrote a stupid comedy review of Country Dance Wii, and posted it on the Destructoid blogs. If you like it, up vote it, so it will go to the main page.

http://www.destructoid.com/blogs/Mat...--244300.phtml

...can be pretty great at times.

Abbey moved in with me officially on January 1st. It's been really awesome having her with me all the time, and I feel like she, and I are starting to get back to how we used to be. Abbey, and I were always really close, and I love that I can reestablish that. I always would have been her daddy, and we always would have been close, but every other weekend is not enough for the kind of relationship that she and I have. I love that I can read novels...