I'll be off the forums in around 10 minutes to go out with my friends so I wish everyone a great new year and yatta yatta yatta. 2012!

As of now, it's around 4AM here in Finland, I'm awake.

There's a goddamn metal-like noise coming from above me. It's really disturbing. It's like a strange screech and then a bang. My mum is awake too because it's really fucking loud.

I really don't know what it is and it's mindfucking me, it's so disturbing.

It's also not helping that it's damn windy out there too so it makes a howling noise after the metal-like noise. Ghosts, I tell you.

Does anyone else have this? I'm not sure if it's common, but certain sounds trigger a weird tingling feeling down my neck. Apparently, it's called ASMR. Or Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response. I think that some people don't have ASMR at all though. There are many videos of it up on Youtube. For example, this activates it for me:



Such an eargasm....

I've been sick for a week and a half and it's really been getting on my nerves, but now, I can not speak at all.

Whenever I try to speak, I can't form any words, I either have to whisper (which is actually worse.) or just try to be very loud, but that makes me sound like a complete idiot.

I've tried boiled water and salt, icecream, hot drinks and everything but it just doesn't seem to go away. I try to rest as much as possible, but that doesn't work either.
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I have 39 degrees of fever and that's really bad, because I haven't had fever since I was 10 or so and for almost the whole day, I've been under two blankets and had a hoodie on.

I'm probably going to hide myself to the bed in a few minutes, but I wanted to try how I'm feeling and use the computer and walk a round the house for a bit.

Now I feel worse, yay.

My computer is probably going to break soon. It keeps making very loud noises whenever I have multiple tabs open or when I start up a game or Steam for example.

I mean, I can't even watch Youtube videos on 480p or more without it going "VRRROOOOOOM" almost all the time.

It's from 2007 and it's almost worse than my dad's computer and that computer is bad.

How much would it cost to build/buy a good computer that would run modern day games? I gotta start...

I tried some Sushi today for the third time in my life, I tasted it for the first time in 2006, didn't like it, tasted it for the second time in 2009, this time I used soy sauce, I liked it.

But now when I tried it with soy sauce, I vomited. Am I doing something wrong? How am I supposed to eat it... I feel sick now.

I haven't really eaten anything in the past 3 days, I stay up longer than usual just watching Youtube videos.

I haven't even gone swimming this week even though I usually go swimming every day on summer. I don't feel like playing any games, every time I boot up my Xbox I just stare at the dashboard and turn the console off.

I don't watch TV anymore as regularly, I don't want to go outside because it's so hot. It's also very hot in our house.

I don't feel...

I ate a complete extra-sized pizza 'cause I was hungry as hell.

Ugh, my fucking stomach aches like hell.

Someone say if I have some sort of OCD or what because I keep making sure the keyboard and the mouse-mat are completely straight and whenever there's a pair of the same thing, I need them to be at the exact same position or otherwise I get a bit nervous. (Speakers for example.)

I'm not completely obsessed with moving things or anything, that's not the case, but it's the little things that have to be completely straight. I don't know, it's just a bit odd. :S