So finally decided to actually do something on youtube that takes more than 15 minutes of work. I started a game review channels, because that area isn't totally over saturated even slightly. But whatever, I've wanted to do this for years and I finally said "that's it, I'm do this now."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsjWdAIzbsQ

And I am both excited and depressed by it. On one hand, yay I got a job and now I can help play rent so my parents aren't taking full care of me anymore! On the other hand, playing video games all day was fun. Growing up is just annoying I guess, but I am overall glad that I'm not being a dead weight on my family anymore.

No, not that you brits.

So the other day I was wondering what I weighed, because it'd been a long time since I checked. Last I checked I was 170, I figured I would be 180+ since all I do is play World of Tanks and whine on OWF. But nope, only 150. Last time I was this much I was like a foot shorter. I am 5'9'' now for reference.

Now this isn't fair, but it isn't fair in my favor, I do nothing active, I guess I do eat very little but still, next to no activity.

I've finally started a AO let's play. I've been planning on doing one for 2 years now. Technically more than 2 years, but it's been 2 years that I'd been actively thinking about it. I don't know where all the secrets are, but I think I've got them so far, stopped recording episodes when I got to Monsiac Lines.

I never realized I could get so ranty about a game before. There were times I'd just go off, which I hope some people will find comedic. There was one point though that I got...

I can't figure out why, but I'm just constantly really angry. Which of course makes me more mad. Things I used to do to help with anger make me more pissed because I can't concentrate on them well enough. On top of this I'm incredibly tired and just don't have the energy to act on my lividity. Which might be a good thing in the long run, but in the meantime it also makes me super depressed and feel powerless. It also doesn't help that it seems every single fucking person I talk to is badmouthing...

So many youtubers are making freaking N'n'T videos and it's pissing me off because I want to play it so bad and want no new spoilers .

So here I am, drinking coffee, looking through threads, when suddenly this scary face comes up.


Oh and apparently it's a .GIF and likely animated. This thing is oddly uncomfortable, where the hell is it from?
I fucking swear if one of you says "oddworld" I'll throw a fit

I have a mighty need to play Munch's Oddysee. Like, I've been playing other games trying to get my mind off of it, the best I've done is some psyconauts, but Much is still there, looming over. I don't really remember much about it, so the need is partially curiosity. I COULD look up a let's play, but I wouldn't want to watch another one. (Unless of course Crashpunk did one, but that's because I've always watched his stuff.) I don't have it for Xbox, and my last 2 Xboxes died anyway. I have the cash...

I never realized that you can view when people add to your rep and see their comments. I found this out after just changing my avatar and it just showed up on my screen. You are all a bunch of sweethearts, seriously. Yes, even you Gishy. Now that I know this stuff can be monitored, I wonder why no one has yelled at me for my reasoning for down repping someone. Then again I think I've only down repped three times.

Well anyways, you all rock.

So I was writing a paper for my writing 220 class. I did my topic on weather or not Television was dying. Among my many research sources on my final page stating where I got my information, lies a little survey I took awhile ago asking everyone's opinion on Piracy. So... thanks? I dunno, but some of you are in my paper.